paranoid of everyone
everyone is out to screw me over. and i can’t even put my stress into making music because no matter how inspired i become everything i make now sounds like shit and i can’t finish it. maybe it’s because i’ve been putting my trust in stupid fucking scumbags.
perhaps it’s true what they say. those who fail to learn from the past are doomed to repeat it
why do i care so much?
i’ve noticed a lot more lately that when i go out of my way to help someone or try to make someone happy they could care less. well i gotta learn that some people, no matter how you treat them are going to walk all over you or take you for granted.
Don’t tell someone with a serious chemical imbalance, manic depression, and schizophrenic episodes…
that they don’t need their meds and get all high and mighty about it. you don’t know what they go through without them, you don’t know what goes through their head, you don’t know how much higher their quality of life is now.
i wanna see if it works
Saw a very nice psychiatrist lady today
she was very down to earth, very calm and nice, kinda hippy like. she was very easy to talk to and didn’t make the questions she was asking me sound like a test. after about 45 minutes of talking about my problems and answering her questions, she decides that i’m a truly unique case and that she was going to treat my high anxiety disorder for now and then treat whatever presents itself afterwards :)
one of the side effects of Zoloft though is that it takes you longer to get off. so ladies, if you need a man who can last long enough to get you there.. *wink* wink* nudge*nudge*
i’m not sure if it’s going to work out… i think she just wants to be friends…. i’m not sure how to handle that… i feel to much
found out where i had a vacuum leak on my engine…
also found out that it isn’t a good idea to get so close to the alternator while the engine is running. the result of doing so just might take a good deal of skin of your ring finger and shatter your fingernail. blood everywhere! but my truck runs bette
they kinda cut my federal aid and now i need to raise $1000. So i have 2 songs for sale at flexible pricing. please help me out and please (if you would be so kind) spread this around
I just made the mistake of opening my old yearbooks and photo albums
i should just burn them
You know when you are so past upset and hurt that you just start laughing hysterically
A Girl Just Said That Her And I Should Have A LOTR Marathon, Just Us…